Thursday, October 29, 2009

RE: 5.0



Communication 5.0.

Gifts are at an end.

Be weary of futile distance.


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'Paper Doll' the second chapter of the third arc is out.

Natsuki is dying, Shizuru is at a loss. Can the bonds of long lost adoration restore sanity or will it only bring the downfall to the last paper doll maker? Can Mai break out of the cycle she has been trapped in, the reverberating dirges that too lull her to the the brink of insanity? Who does she seek out in return?

For your undying patience.

I thank you.

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Re: Kiss.

Esteem kisses the hands,
Friendship the forehead,
Pleasure the cheek,
Blissful love the mouth,
Yearning closed eyes,
Desire the hollow hand,
Craving arms and neck,
Rage everywhere else.

Franz Grillparzer 'The Kiss'.

For the silence.




-

Then again,

Cheers!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

RE: Kiss.



Come Raphael.

Can you not see?

There is no comfort for three.



Your Departure.

Can you not see?

There is no comfort for three.

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I am going off tangent again; well not really, since I was working on 'No Title' when I stumbled on this. Certainly the two is related. I read this somewhere and I'm amazed at the simple fact that a kiss does wonders...

Ahem.

Not that I want one.

I quote:

Affection in general has stress-reducing effects. Studies found that increasing the frequency of kissing in marital and cohabiting relationships resulted in a reduction of perceived stress, an increase in relationship satisfaction, and a lowering of cholesterol levels.

It has been studied that kissing reduces levels of cortisol, a stress hormone, implying that a good smooch could alleviate stress. Kissing your partner produces calming neurotransmitters that lessen stress and soothe the mind, leaving you feeling happy and full of energy. Hence, regular kissing keeps stress at bay.


I unquote.

Well...It continues further on, but I don't think I want to delve further in. Nonetheless, it certainly does show that kisses do help ease stress, and much more, like helping you keep looking younger - since we activate like a lot of face muscles when we kiss- , stimulating you brain, adrenaline rushes, energy boost and etc...

So why not share a kiss, well, with your beloved -not someone else- and led a life much more happier and healthier!

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Then again,

Cheers!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Venice.

No matter what.

I am still going to believe,

In something that doesn't exist.

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I am going to be little off tangent. Bear with me, since I realised that I really need this off my chest...or else I'm going to feel unsettled for the rest of the days to come.

Ugh.

RE: Venice.

I read an eight page long letter, (well, not really that long...) and I found something so intangible hidden well between every photo she slipped inside.

I quote,

'I lay down and broached the boundary. You put out an arm, a peninsula from your island home to mine. I can sometimes believe that you are there, and that I am there with you, in the same place, but that is as tantalising and impossible as this city, which can be visited but not known, which is inhabited, but by others.'


Written in Pensione Seguso, Venice, the fourth picture.

Lovely, yet subtly, unpleasant.

I'm doing my best with the big questions and sometimes...

Sometimes, I just tremble.

I want to touch you.

In Venice.

-

Then again,

Cheers!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

RE: Communication.

Re: Communication.



Sometimes we hold onto things we dearly don't want to lose.


Sometimes we find pleasures in the smallest things.

Yet, sometimes, we tend to forget that every thing disappears once you lose sight of it.



Sometimes, living within words...isn't that bad at all.

Isn't it?

-

Original.



Bring Burning.

Can you not see?

There is no comfort for three.

-

Then again,

Cheers!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

RE: Monsoon 24/7.

Re: Communication.



I have been crazy over it ever since watching the first CM that was released for the movie. Seemingly, I realised May'n voice is just becoming more and more sensuous and overly wonderful that I'm really going to the brink of insanity.

Period.

Chloe says it's adrenaline with oxytocin.

I am crazy for you.


-
Original.



Come Judgement.

Can you not see?

There is no comfort of three.



Brilliant Gas.

Can you not see?

There's no comfort for three.

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Good service is nothing but the desire that people wanted in dire when they are serving, served or well, being served.

Agreed.

Everyone wants good service.

Then again, there's a limit to every given service. Be it the person giving and the person receiving. One just can't be foolish to take on an obvious risk and the other just can't ask for too much after one has given.

Give and be taken.

Take and be forgiven.

Then again, we still complain.

Such greedy people we are.

Aren't we?

-

Then again,

Cheers!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Perfume ささ!


Eskimo Pino x
Night Flight x a magazine gives you...

Perfume x Sasameki Koto!

This was what I kept on pause for the first five minutes,



I think I jumped on my seat from the mere cameo of those three, and I think I started to go insanely high on what followed after,









Ah!

I'm speechlessly satisfied.

In a God damn bloody good way.

-

Then again,

Cheers!

Monday, October 12, 2009

RE: 23.




Welcome home.

I'm home;

Sweet home.

-

Original.




Heaven's hand.

Can you not see.

There's no comfort for three.

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I've been reading.

A lot.

I realised that my sentence structure fits books like 'Escape from Amsterdam' and 'The Four Letter Word'; and my impalpable romance which I throw in is like a mix of 'Eleven minutes', 'London Call Girl' and my favourite 'Across the Nightingale floor.'

Then again, I'm so far from them.

I wonder where the sense of humour comes from to give me the notion to laugh when I re-read my SS stories. Maybe, I laugh at myself because I see nothing but mistakes and mistakes over again, which I know I can change accordingly.

But do I?

Nah.

I'm lazy at that.

Maybe because I believe that I'm creating my own style.

I think I am, and I'm proud of that.

We're all unique.

Aren't we?

-

Then again,

Cheers!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

RE: 17.



ときめきの 導火線が
体じゅうを走ってく
バラバラに ならないように
シッカリしまくちゃわたし!

-ふしぎ遊戯。

-

Original.




Despite sadness

Can not you see?

There's no comfort for three.

-

'Ceramic Girl.' will be coming soon to FF.

A new one-shot that will be the first off to be part of the 'Challenge series'. The 'Challenge series', as stated, will be open to and for readers to give in their challenges they want me, the writer, to do. The given suggestions will be taken into consideration. No worries, I will try to do all -to my best-.

The details to the 'Challenge series' will be given in the ending A/N of 'Ceramic Girl.' I hope everyone is looking forward towards the upload of 'Ceramic Girl.' and the 'Challenge series'.

Forward shall we?

'Paper doll', the first chapter of the third a
rc will be uploaded very very soon. Soon. What will one expect from Mai who seems to know more than the deeply troubled paper doll maker and the paper doll? Read deep into the head priestess's dark past that seems to be the building blocks of the this certain forbidden affair between Natsuki and Fujino-hime.

Oops; that was quite a spolier.

Then again, it builds the tension.

Apart from Mai-Hime SS,

I'll be hitting off with a new pairing, but no worries, ShizNat will still be in my writing list. It will be a terrible waste to chuck them aside. Anyway, I'm giving the new pairing of MioxMiyafuji from Strike Witches a one-shot to debut. The story, 'Free Bird.' will be set in an AU, but not so AU since I will still be including the battle events of the Neuroi and the places like Fuso and Karsland, etc.

The only thing that differs is the that I'm giving them pants and skirts to wear. One would find it weird since Strike Witches' main attraction is the bare legs and 'pants' shots, but too much flesh is sometimes very sinful, even if it is for fan service. I don't want to be writing about the lingerie they are going to wear.


That's just going to be like writing soft porn!

Gah!


It's going to be T rated, written for what God knows happens behind closed doors.

Ugh.

Until the next update, I bow and thank you for your undying patience.

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Aki calls it a phone slap.

It's when someone calls and you say hello and the other greets and then hangs up abruptly.


I call that being just plainly rude.

Ah, at least Aki got hell from me after she called back. Serves her the hell right to do something like that, especially when one is going through one bloody hell of a day.

We all bite.

You just don't know when.

-

One could say that their posing.



Well, sure off, I was trying with my previous sailing partner and my hoping-to-get-with-sailing partner, but let's say that it was quite a failure. After the shot was taken, I was trying my best to stop snickering while one had already burst of laughing with the other following after. Soon, I ended up laughing like crazy too.

I think everyone was staring at us.

Indeed, it was quite a night.

Oh well, I look forward to the next Awards' Night, it has been long since I saw everyone. Especially those who I have been close to and have helped me, I want to see them one more time.

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He had never seen light, always darkness, or so he said.

He looked grimly at me while I stared back him. It wasn't nice when the atmosphere around us is choking and tense on the skin. I never liked it when he was in such a mood. However she had said before that we all go through such a phase, his one, just turned him into someone unlike the person I use to know.

The past him is still there, yet not there.

Present, yet unlikely absent.

He is still there.

Still in the darkness.

He always indignant and grim and there's always a time where I would like to scream at him and say,

'Aren't we your light?'

Aren't we, aren't I?

Then again, where is the judgement for someone that doesn't know deathly silence kills everything even though in dark or light.

I love you.

We all do.

-

Then again,

Cheers.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

RE: 1.0. (not)



静留は神聖だよ!

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I realise that I do not have anything to ramble about, be it about my writings or anything worth being talked about.


Ah.

Well, there's nothing really.

-

Then again,

Cheers!

Monday, October 5, 2009

RE: 1.0

残酷な天使にように

少年よ神話になれ。

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For all those waiting for something new from me.

Here's a small postcard that sends out the new title.

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Then again,

Cheers!